Jamming with cassidy 1

Every moment of silence that creeps into me,
leaves me groping for the noise,
the laughter that was once a part of me...

This silence is so maddening, how can I keep control.??!
I'm losing all my sanity and
my loved will say the toll!!

It hurts me deep inside,
to hurt the ones I love...
Only you know what really lies inside,
my angel from above...

I open my arms wide and i pray that
you will come to me, save me from these sorrows for You're the only one I see...

IT'S not about begini for help,
i know i can handle things on my own...
But not now when everyone's forsaken me,
leaving me alone...

So come to me my angel and
WARM me with your light.
Give me strength to stand, stand again!
Give me the will to fight.

Fight we shall, till the end, never
give up till I last...
Either we win the battle or my life be lost...

And so the battle rages on and I give it every breath,
with IT'S end will come,
my winning or if not so my death.

I will live, cause memories hang on...
The memories may still fade away but the soul will linger on...

Jamming with cassidy

A clouded mind, a bleeding heart,
knocked outta my senses, where do I start..??

Drowning in sorrow, n the tears that i've shed,
a shattered soul, a heart thats dead...

But everything That's broken me down
and almost put me to rest.
Cannot stop me from bouncing back to give life my best.

So come on, catch me if you can,
i've got the will to fight.
The sun is shining once again,
in this land of endless night.

The night has dawned time and again,
making my life so dark...
The darkness in my life is creepy at times,
jus wish i could be a butterfly in the park...

And in this light, i wish to find the
reason to live my life.
The reason i get up each day
and don't pick up a knife.

But sometime I lose it, and
my head goes into a spin.
I just laugh my blues away
sipping on vodka and gin...

Feeling giddy as the pain
flows beneath my skin
Drowning out my sorrows
numbing all my sin.

Happiness seemed like it was here to stay,
filling my inside in a rush...
Where's it all gone now, seems like someone used a flush.

And in the void left behind,
the sorrow spills around me
Filling up my head,
i think that it will drown me.

Everytime i breakdown,
a part of me dies...
My heart's been hurt so often,
burdened by all the lies.

And in this painful sorrow,
all i can do is weep
for the lies so often spoken,
Promises i could not keep...

Promises are meant to be broken,
but words that fail make me weep...
IT'S so hard to take betrayal,
not something that would let you sleep...

And even wen i sleep, the nightmares come again,
a life filled with misery sorrow, pain and sin...

Every nightmare that hits my eyes
drives me to despair,
all i can see is a blanket of lies
that never seems to tear...

Smothering me slowly,
no one can hear my cries.
Screaming out for dear life,
i'm sorry for all the lies!!!

I'm sorry for the lies i've told,
sorry for my soul, i've sold...
Sorry for all the wrong i've done,
I'll be sorry till my soul is won...

[CASSIDY HELMS... Wherever you are, this one's for you.'! Cause without you'd , i wouldn't have any o these words... :):):) ]